holiday
i need a vacation…seriously…and i am afraid to complain of exhaustion because i was more physically stressed out as a student…but i do go home beat and weary, and i can barely get up in the mornings. the airconditioner that i turn on the whole night is not much help. i sometimes want to stay under the covers…
i remind myself of my responsibilities…that i did not take my job at gun point. i honestly wanted to experience being a teacher.for now anyway. there were so many reasons for me wanting to teach for a year: my honey being in Naga, my brother spending so much because of his internship(so i didnt want to bother my mom and dad about me moving as well), the need to know what its like to be the one teaching (seeing the other side), wanting to appreciate my past teachers more, sharing…being given time to think before moving on to life outside adnu
however, there are reasons for me to go as well: my brother moving to manila next year for medical school, desire to take additional subjects, personal reasons, my mom getting an operation (she has a cyst in her breast and i am given the task of taking care of her; my dad cant go home to the Philippines with her next year because of work), desire to become a writer/illustrator/publisher…its time to move to get everything done. I will be 26 next year
and oh yeah…holidays…will be in baguio with my honey and my brother (who is doing his internship there) then manila… its taking a break that will probably lead to another problem…weight gain hehe
December 14th, 2006 at 8:31 am
ney we really need some break! =) that’s why am really looking forward to be away from ‘all of these’…with you…at least for a time. secondly, as I have been telling you all these times, do not worry much…everything will be alright…God is good and He shall always be…we just have to keep the faith so that we could relish what He has for us in the present (w/o of course, as what you said and i completely agree with you, wholly neglecting the future)..lastly, remember that i will always be there for you..as you have always been there for me..this you should not forget..also, thanks for supporting me especially lately that I have been so busy…blebluwaatawasheeyayaya (sleepy talk)..hehehe..=)much love from one sleepyhead to another!=)