stress release…
Sunday, January 22nd, 2006This is one of the worst months of my life…in terms of rest. I don’t get much of it lately. For the past weeks in about a month I have been awake to meet early dawn, not because I am an early riser but because I am still awake at 4 or 5 in the morning. It is terribly lonely during these moments because I am the only person stirring in our house… I comfort myself with music and junk food. Not healthy. I have been battling with myself…Have the dilemma of sleeping early so I can make sound decisions as President of the Student Council .. or not sleeping at all so that I can produce a show reel with a quality I can be contented with… I am no longer as young as my classmates…the budget juggling and household management are added loads…It is also not good to complain a whole lot about the rest of the things that make this whole life deal complicated…But of course, each of us must hold on. The cross that life offers us is the cross that God knows we can handle…
Minus the work, I could say my life is near perfect. There is just too much to be thankful for. Hope I survive long enough to appreciate those things more.
